A calm before the storm, the rising sun on the horizon, today was the day.
The day where everything will change, the moment I received that letter 5 days ago, my heart was torn to pieces. My beloved, the one who made me feel whole again, was about to die. He never gave his real name, but the way he handled me during the night we spent together was like he knew me for years.
It happened one rainy night, when I was going home from class, that was when we met each other, right on the stairway. Staring at each other for no more than a second but felt like a minute. He approached me and said, "Yo wanna go home together?". He was so straight that it left me speechless but in the end I agreed. The scenery around us felt so different, like we were in a different country, this feeling was making my heart pound and my face red with embarrassment as a continue to stroll with a fine gentleman. In due time we reached my place, being the kind person he was, I offered him inside where I can make some refreshments as thanks for walking me home. The sun was setting and there was no one home, the place was empty except the two of us. Serving some coffee with biscuits was all I could manage yet he accepted it wholeheartedly. A few hours of talking passed before we both noticed the time. I offered him to stay and so he agreed, we used our room since their were not enough to make a guest room, as I was preparing the sheets, he pushed me down and blew out the candle.
The darkness surrounded us, and made my feelings stronger, I felt something moving through the ruffles of my clothes, his hands were making way to my supple breasts, his face so near my neck, the breathing slowly tickled me and filled me with excitement. Slowly his other hand went down on me and started tracing the other lips of my womanhood, I felt my underwear getting soaked with my liquids, his fingers went in and began moving in a rapid pace. my mind went blank for a few seconds. Unbuttoning his pants, I saw a great beast hidden away such a gentle innocent face. It had to be bigger than my hand, I was scared it might not fit all inside, yet he confidently shoved it inside and continued to thrust deeper until the night has ended.
I never heard nor saw him ever since, until one day I received a letter from him, apparently he already knew my name and my whereabouts and here I was clueless. The contents told me about his upcoming execution and that he remembered the night we shared was similar to the one he had after his imprisonment, the letter also contained the place of his execution.
Hurriedly I rushed towards the said place, only to find it crowded with people, pushing myself through I finally caught a glimpse of the man that took my innocence. guns pointing towards his back in an open field. I asked the man beside me for the name of the man about to be executed. As the man answered, the sound of gunshots were made. the moment the body reached the ground, I heard the man speak. "Young lady that man was the one that ignited the hearts of the people, his name was Rizal."
Everything was too much, my body lost its strength, tears running down my cheeks as I see the man I once knew lying on the ground. "Goodbye my love, goodbye Rizal" I whispered as my tears slowly poured down on that fateful day.
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